Michael Picucci (MP):
I've been around psychotherapeutic healing and trauma recovery for
a good number of years. When I came across your work, it really
felt captivating and revolutionary for me. I don't want to put you
in an awkward position with this question, but I'm curious - Do
you get that kind of reaction often?
Peter Levine (PL):
You know, I hadn't even really thought about it in that way until
you asked the question. Yeah, I think I have got that comment from
a number of people. And some people actually even surprise me. You
know, it's the funniest thing. Having developed it over such a period
of time, over 30 years, you're just doing something and you don't
really think about the context so much. When I was doing this work,
as you know, there wasn't even a definition of trauma or PTSD, as
we know about it today. That's relatively recent, only about 20
years old, if that. I think the thing that was most revolutionary
if I think back (but again, to me it made common sense, so I didn't
really think of it as revolutionary) is the idea that animals in
the wild are subject to constant predation and that they... I mean,
obviously, if they didn't have mechanisms to return their nervous
systems from threat arousal to equilibrium, they wouldn't survive
in the wild. So, there has to be a deeply innate mechanism that's
there to bring us back from the brink of insanity, the brink of
fear and experience of threat to balance. And if that's the case,
and it appears to be the case - I mean, I basically studied everything
that was written on animal behavior related predator-prey behavior…
By the way, can I take a side on this
MP: Sure.
PL: When I was at UC Berkley in the early 70's, this idea was really
churning in me. I would go to the library, and I would get literally
anything I could find. I would sit in the stacks and just trace
books and references. I remember that as a wonderful time of my
life, of living with books. I would occasionally get an article
or book, and I would then have plenty of time with it. But then
it would get recalled, and I would let it go and get the next book.
Then the same thing would happen. Just recently, a couple months
ago, in San Diego I met a woman named Mary Mane. She is probably
the preeminent researcher now in attachment work with animals. She
was a student of Mary Ainsworth. A really lovely, solid woman. We
started to talk at breakfast one day, and it turns out that she
was the other person! In order to understand maternal attachment,
she was going over all this ethology literature, as was I. So, we
were developing those ideas at the same time. It was such a wonderful
and somehow reassuring experience to realize that we were both looking
at what we think of as strictly human issues, trauma and attachment,
and that we were both driven to study instinctual functions in animals.
MP: So, back to the original question about 'Do you get my kind
of reaction about you're work being captivating and revolutionary
often?' I think you're answer is 'Yes.'
PL: Yes, and I get all kinds of other responses, too. Although I
must say that in the last few years, it's really quite rare that
I get something that's dismissible or negative in any way…
In the beginning, a lot of people including our publisher said,
"Well, this is about animals. How can that apply to humans?"
MP: So, I think you already answered my next question, which was
going to be… Operating in the body-oriented practitioner world,
especially since I've come across you, I hear of people who have
known about you for years and years. So, it makes me ask, when did
you get started, and what first inspired you?
PL: Who's to really say what the inspiration was? There were two
tracks. One was the story of Nancy in the book, which was in 1969.
You know that story.
MP: Yes.
PL: There was another one, which was before that. The two of them
really merged along with the animal research. It must have been
about 1965 or 66, and I had just met someone who was in that same
class that I was teaching at the Santa Barbara Graduate Institute,
Judith Weaver. My friend, Jack, dragged me to San Francisco to go
to this one or two day workshop conducted by Charlotte Selvers.
She was one of the first people to bring sensory awareness, body
awareness to the United States; she actually just turned 100. This
was an experiential workshop she was doing. Again, I had just come
from the Midwest. There was no such thing as the growth movement.
There was no such thing as bodywork. At the time, there may have
been 4 or 5 rolfers in the known universe. There were no other body-workers.
In this workshop, we spent hour after hour walking around, being
aware of our walking, being aware of every part of our bodies, picking
up a rock, feeling a rock, feeling the weight and texture, picking
up another rock, picking up a piece of wood, looking at the wood,
… This just went on and on and on. Suzuki Roshi was there,
the head Zen monk at Tassajara. I asked one of the monks, 'How are
you doing with this?' I was completely befuddled. The monk said,
"I'm getting a terrible headache." This woman just drove
us. And then at the end of the day, we were asked to lie down on
the floor and feel our breath. The most remarkable thing happened.
I became aware of my muscles breathing with my breath. It was like
my whole body was breathing, and I had never had an experience like
that before. I remember feeling different for several days. About
a year or two after that, I was asked to teach a course called Contemporary
Natural Science, given primarily from the Zoology department. There
was a laboratory part in which I was asked to set up a physiological
laboratory for monitoring bodily physiological responses. I thought,
'I wonder if I can actually measure what I had experienced that
year before in Charlotte Selvers workshop.' So, I asked for a volunteer,
and this lovely young, fiery red haired undergraduate student volunteered.
She would come in and I would connect what's called an anemograph,
and I was able to record her breathing and heart rate. I also put
electrodes on different muscles. Obviously muscles couldn't breath,
but I wanted to see if there was some tensing and letting go that
was synchronized with the breathing, and therefore felt like they
were breathing. When I first set her up, I could find no such relation.
I was getting frustrated, and so was she. Then one time, I was doing
some relaxation with her, and she flipped into what we now call
a trance or an altered state. And Boom, all of a sudden I started
seeing the synchrony between the actual breathing and the electrical
activity in the muscles in the foot and in other parts of the body.
So, I then became interested in what these rhythms reflect in terms
of well-being. Later, after my experience with Nancy, and soon after
my doctoral work, I was asked to be a consultant for NASA. This
was for the first space shuttle flight, which of course hadn't yet
gone up. There was a real big problem. When the astronauts would
go into zero gravity, when they go into orbit, they would very frequently
get sick. It's called Zero-G Sickness, or enuresis; they would basically
get nauseous and throw up. It was more than just an unpleasant situation,
because it actually could get dangerous. It could get in the machinery
and affect other people. So, there was a project to somehow monitor
when it was about to happen before it happened, and then train these
people to do something. They were trying biofeedback and different
drugs. I noticed that the astronauts that actually were able to
do well, that didn't get sick or were able to stop themselves from
getting sick were people who had a response somewhat similar to
the woman who I measured those years earlier. I had also done some
measurements with people I worked with who were traumatized. When
they would resolve the trauma, you could see that their body would
go into this full-body breathing. So, a picture started to really
form. There's another important part that shouldn't be left out.
I took a leave of absence when I discovered the Esalen Institute,
and there were people doing things like Charlotte Selvers, Fritz
Brogue, Ida Rolf, and so forth. Also around that time I got into
Reichian therapy. This stuff was just completely mind blowing to
me. Burney Gunther had a book "Sensory Awakening: Going Below
your Mind." I was also very much taken by Reich's work.
MP: As am I.
PL: I think that Wilhelm Reich is a person who has been tragically
lost in most people's awareness.
MP: Yes.
PL: I've asked audiences of body therapists at big conferences,
"How many people know Wilhelm Reich?" To my chagrin, an
increasingly smaller and smaller minority raises their hands. This
is a man who's work has really been important on all of the cutting
edge things that are going on in society today. He's a root of it.
Also around the time of Nancy, I started studying with Ida Rolf.
So, I got the privilege to look at bodies and to touch bodies. Now,
I didn't really do rolfing that much afterwards. I did it for a
while. But I got two tremendous gifts for Ida Rolf. First, I started
to really see a body as it is. She wouldn't let you give a theory
about what you saw. You'd have to actually see what you saw. And
she was very big on relationships of one part of the body to the
other. Then when I started to palpate muscles, I found that some
muscles were like rock iron tight… more like a car tire. If
you push a car tire, it pushes your finger right out. Other muscles
were like mush, or were woody. They didn't respond at all. I later
met a woman, Lilla Moore Johnson, who had devised a whole theory
on that. And then the body-dynamics people later incorporated that
in a different way. I then came back to the stuff that I had observed
with animals, and I said, "Oh my God- This is what happens
when an animal is being chased full out." Its muscles are going
at the maximum amount that they can, and then in a fraction of a
second the animal collapses. So, you have a mixture of muscles that
are frozen in stiff terror, braced in fear, and other muscles that
have collapsed in sheer terror. So, all these pictures started come
together, a kaleidoscope. The picture just got bigger and bigger
and more complex, of course. The remarkable thing, I think, is that
even with this complexity, I found certain very basic principles
to hold true. The first one, which I mentioned at the beginning,
is that as animals ourselves, human beings have this innate ability
to rebound from extreme experiences and threat given appropriate
guidance.
MP: Yes.
PL: And that this could be learned relatively easily and quickly.
People can get from being very debilitated, dysfunctional, sick,
whatever term you're using, to not only get rid of their symptoms,
but to really come alive.
MP: Can we take all of that, and let me ask the next question. I
think this begins to bring it all together in a new way. Here's
a quote from your book: "As we begin the healing process, we
use what is known as the felt sense, or internal body sensations.
These sensations serve as a portal through which we find the symptoms,
or reflections, of trauma. In directing our attention to these internal
body sensations, attacking the trauma head on, we can unbind and
free the energies that have been held in check."
PL: Did I say "attacking the trauma head on?"
MP: Actually, you did. I was a little surprised at the wording.
PL: You're kidding! My God, I contradicted myself there. I can't
believe it. So, in other words, we're not doing it head on really,
we're doing it through the felt sense. That's the difference. Thank
you! That has to be changed for the next version. That's humorous.
MP: So, taking the theory into account, how do you come to that
awareness that you could engage it in that way?
PL: Yes, that goes back to all the things I've been talking to you
about. I started then to say, "What is this?" What is
it that let's you know that you feel better? I became very interested
in what was called motor learning at that time, and emotion theory,
which went back into the early 1800's. How is it that you know what
you know when you say "I feel good about this" or "I
feel bad about this?" or "I'm scared?" How the heck
do you know that? I actually coined the term around that time as
"registered experience." There's Eugene Gendlin's book
"Focusing," which again is a book that everyone should
read. He actually had been working on this in a philosophical way
and had written some really fabulous stuff. I think his really great
stuff were things that were written in papers, and I gradually got
some of his papers. This really confirmed for me that I was on the
right track here. But I'm not sure exactly how I made that connection
between what animals go through without apparent awareness, in the
sense that humans have it. Although I do believe animals are sentient.
This is kind of the vehicle that allows us to do what animals do
instinctually. This refined sense is the tool that allows us to
be able to do what animals do. You see, I think our minds have gotten
in the way of this happening naturally - our over-socialized, over-developed,
over-frontalized mind. It's the felt sense that allows the mind
to work in concert with the instincts. So, it's our link between
our "highest" and "lowest," that is to say between
our most elaborate function and our most instinctual function. As
I started to work more methodically with asking questions about
people's inner experience, I started to learn about that landscape,
and particularly about that landscape, when it had to do with responses
to overwhelm, to threat, to trauma. And gradually I started to develop
a lexicon, because… How do you ask people questions about
that, that doesn't get them out of the experience? That was really
one of the most difficult parts, thinking of how to ask them this
kind of question.
MP: And you have developed a beautiful lexicon. But going back,
speaking of lexicon and use of words, so where you had said, "Attacking
the trauma head-on," you would probably have wanted to say
or would change that today to something like what?
PL: Embracing, contacting…
MP: Engaging at the periphery…
PL: Engaging at the periphery, contacting it, joining with it in
a titrated way.
MP: You also articulate how frozen energy in the body, in the central
nervous system, is renegotiated in the body moving one from activation
to resilience. It dawned on me that another way of saying what you
are saying is that, "We are using the power of love or spirit
to transform." When you talk about resource energy in somatic
experiencing, it seems we are also talking about the energy of love
or spirit. Would you care to comment on that at all?
PL: Usually in the past I've kind of tried to stay out of here,
but now at my advancing age into 60… If you think about how
traumatized people are, not just in terms of shock trauma but in
terms of their whole development, and what percentage of the human
race has been deeply traumatized, I think just looking at sexual
attacks alone in childhood, I believe the conservative estimates
are something like one out of four people in the world. And it doesn't
seem to really vary that much with socio-economic status. So, when
we look at how things are going on in the world, you can say, "My
god, how crappy it is." But at the same time or on the other
hand you say, "God, it's a miracle that we're doing as well
as we're doing given the amount of traumatization, neglect, poor
parenting, inadequate parenting that most all of us have received."
MP: So, the energy of spirit or love…
PL: Yes, the energy of spirit or love - getting back to that. Empirically,
when I work with people, most people come to that. I don't say anything
about it. If they have that belief, I am glad of that, because that's
going to be a resource for them generally. This is one of the things
that really caught my attention as I started to work with many,
many more clients is how consistently people would experience something
that we would talk about as spirituality. I mean, it could be more
in a Tao or Zen sense of their being in the now and the now being
eternal. Or it could be that they felt held by a golden light or
in the arms of Christ. If they're Jewish they have some kind of
a Jewish thing. Although, I actually found many people would have
experiences from other religions as much as from their own religion.
This is the thing that I think Stan Grof also started to notice
in the psychedelic experiences.
MP: So, you don't necessarily talk about the energy of spirit or
love being a resource or in the resource, but one could notice that
themselves. As I do…
PL: Yes, that's right. I mean, I don't think it's my role to…
Sometimes I'll ask a person, especially somebody who's really struggling
in a very difficult situation. I ask them what their beliefs are
about spirituality or religion or God or if they have any particular
beliefs about that. I also preface that with 'If I'm not prying;'
'I don't want you to even answer this question unless feels like
you want to answer this question.' Of course, at the same time,
for some people religion actually has turned out to be almost the
opposite of resource. When you work with trauma in this way, it's
almost universal, it's certainly more yes than nay, that people
do report these kinds of experiences and that they are deeply resourcing.
Then sometimes if you ask the person, "Here you are now. If
you would have been here before this particular trauma…"
(because usually people come after a particular breakdown to see
me at least) "…and your life was just going to go on,
or what happened, happened and here you are now. Would you have
chosen to have the accident happen or the event happen? Or would
you have chosen to not have it?" Almost one hundred percent
of the people say they would have chosen it to happen, because of
the richness of what's happened in their emotional and personal
and spiritual life. So, it's almost ridiculous to deny it. It's
certainly counter-therapeutic to deny it.
MP: If we could just shift for a minute to something we were discussing
just prior to the interview, the addiction field. It appears to
me, Peter, that both you and I are of the same philosophy that addictions
are self-medication for residual trauma and distress in the body.
Do you agree that with the current abilities we have to address
trauma calls for a re-education and transformation of the way we
treat people with addictions?
PL: Absolutely, yes. Certainly people that are in distress tend
to gravitate towards certain substances. A lot of times people actually
pick a substance, and they're in the right category. So, if they
are anxiety driven, they will tend to go for alcohol or for narcotics.
If it's depression, they'll tend to go for stimulants. Of course,
unfortunately, these are not good medications for either. So, I
am really struck by how people tend to self-medicate themselves,
try to self-medicate themselves and how, of course, it makes things
worse. Also, about how reliant our culture has become on medication,
whether it's addictive or whether it's called substance abuse or
whether it's prescribed medication. You know, I was very much caught
by the irony. There was a program on the drug that a lot of young
people are using…
MP: Ecstasy.
PL: Ecstasy, which is MDMA from a long, long time ago. They were
interviewing these kids on why they took this drug, what they got
out of it. They mostly said that they could talk to people easier,
they felt better about themselves, and they weren't shy and inhibited.
Some of them spoke about feeling love, but by and large people reported
what is called "social anxiety." It alleviated that. This
is the irony: After that program, or as part of that program, the
commercial break was… Guess what for.
MP: Prozac.
PL: Paxil. They showed the same situation of an adult being at a
party and being uncomfortable and not being able to talk to somebody
and then says, "Here, take this."
MP: Yes, incredible contradictions.
PL: And I'm sure that the people that did this had no idea that
they… or maybe they did and just laughed at it. This is the
dilemma. But don't get me wrong - I am not against medications.
I, quite frankly, think that medications have made a tremendous
contribution. I mean, almost miraculously to the degree that antibiotics
did. But like antibiotics, they can wind up causing more problems
if you don't really use them in the right way, or in an ecological
way. I think that's been the case with these medications. They've
been used to cure people of their trauma or their depression or
their anxiety, and of course it doesn't do that. Maybe a medicine
will come that will do that. I mean, people should keep trying.
But really, the way things are right now is that most of these medications
suppress or, in some way, support the person so that there's the
possibility that their therapy can be much more effective. Some
people really need that support. So, think of it as a resource,
but as a temporary one. It's not a long-term solution. I've heard
some group has the expression, "Pills without skills don't
do anything." It may even be an addiction or recovery community.
But it's a good saying. I think as a culture we are so overly dependent.
I've seen advertisements that say, "Your wife left you six
months ago, your still feeling blue. Do we have the pill for you!"
That was Prozac. Nothing like, "Maybe you're stuck there. Maybe
you need some help to work this through. And maybe this isn't just
your wife. Maybe this is a pattern that goes back into your childhood
that we could productively work on together."
MP: Shifting back to Somatic Experiencing for a minute. As you know,
I'm enrolled in your New York City training, and I'm actually impressed
that I signed up for a three-year training program at fifty-five
years old. I've been around and done a lot already. But more than
that, I was surprised when I went to the training and there were
so many other seasoned practitioners in the room. Normally training
programs attract the inexperienced practitioner that's just getting
started in profession. At least in NY, you are attracting old-timers
that have been through and seen it all.
PL: Actually. That's true, that's something that I've noticed much
more in the last 5 or 10 years. Certainly the last 5 years. Both
in the states, in Europe and other countries, that we're getting
much more people who are the seasoned clinicians. I'm very glad
about that. And people who grew up in kind of a similar mold that
I did in some ways. That's been really kind of fun and amusing.
MP: Yeah, it was very exciting for me to be sitting with and doing
exercises with practitioners who had been through the 80's and had
studied character structure, had done the "child within and
younger self" kind of work, all the experiential therapies,
the cathartic work and the body work. It's like, we've all done
it all, and we find ourselves in this room studying this now, and
are all quite taken with it actually. Is there any way that you
can account for that appeal?
PL: Part of it is just a maturing. And then books and articles that
I or other people have written. Then just gradually, evolution…
I mean, generally things don't start at the conservative center.
They start by people who are more out, as it were, in the so-called
'fringe,' which in a way is too bad, but that is how it is. Those
are people who are more likely to go for something, anything! So,
they would come to take the S.E. class, but they would also take
all kinds of stuff to me that would be more or less nonsense. However,
when many of these people then would work with other people or who
were therapists, and the therapist would say, "Wow, what is
this you're doing? I've been able to move through something that
I didn't even know was here!" So, gradually it emerges. Another
thing, quite frankly, is I think there is a cultural zeitgeist in
the world. There is this movement now about the body being central
in the therapy of trauma, and the body being central in psychotherapy,
even, that really has turned a corner. Also what I think has been
a really important thing is EMDR. EMDR, because of several different
things… All of a sudden they made tens of thousands of psychologists
aware that there was a body, and that there were other ways to work
with trauma then not working with it or tying people down to a chair
and making these poor Vietnam vets watch 'Platoon.' Then spokespeople
like Bessel van der Kolk speaking to large numbers of people. So,
I think many of these of these things have really converged to where
now many people … I mean, I think it's just an evolutionary
time. It takes that time for it to get out.
MP: Which actually leads me into the next question I was thinking
of. On the website, we quote an NIH Director, Esther Sternburg.
She's an MD, and has a new book called "The Balance Within."
It's an excellent book. One of the things she's saying is that "we
must focus on the minute connection between each part, and at the
same time looking outward to the emotions and beyond." Now,
she's writing this book to physicians with a lot of good, grounded
research.
PL: Wow
MP: Now, you of course are already doing this work. There's also
a fast growing discipline of psychoneuroimmunology. And this website
that we're interviewing for is all about reducing human suffering
through felt senses of the body. So, it seems a new paradigm of
healing from the inside out is coming of age. And this is an NIH
Director that I quoted from
.
PL: Really?
MP: Do you perceive yourself or us as shape-shifters in some larger
evolutionary process? Do you think in those ways at all?
PL: I think that, as you said and as I said before, there's a wave
that's crashing on the shore here. Some of us have been on that
wave for a few decades, and some have just got on the wave. But
it's the wave that's happening. I think these things are irreversible
at this time. They're helped on by all kinds of things. I think
one of the things that may actually be one of the greatest helpers
is the HMOs.
ML: Yes.
PL: Because medical care has gotten so poor overall with this. It
hasn't solved the problems. And it couldn't have even if it was
the best system of free enterprise and democracy, because it's still
not dealing with the root problems. I think because it's taken things
to such an absurd extreme that people are now more and more open.
And in a sense they themselves are, because they need something
that's dealing with all the chronic symptoms, the things that could
have been prevented. In order to survive they have to look at prevention.
There's a study that recently came out of CDC by Filletti. Basically,
they show that the main healthcare burdens that we have are either
directly caused by trauma, the effects of trauma - like suicide,
depression, anxiety, self-destructive behaviors, alcoholism and
so forth… I mean, the correlations are vast. They are as high
as 20 times the non-traumatized population. Even the main killers
of what are considered to be strictly medical diseases like diabetes,
cancer and heart disease. That's what really makes things change.
I think so many of these things are conspiring in this wave that
has crashed upon the shores of change.
MP: In all of that, you founded or originated The Foundation for
Human Enrichment.
PL: Yes, that was basically to be a structure for training people
and professionals. But also for getting the work out to a larger
population, because people have to become empowered. That's one
of the principals of Somatic Experiencing. You get the client empowered
as quickly as you can so they're not overly dependent on you. You
also want information out to as many people as you can so that they
can help prevent traumatization in themselves, in their family,
in their children, in other people by knowing what to do. A lot
of people have studied Red Cross first-aid. We need just as many
people to study this kind of emotional first-aid. That's one of
the reasons that I've really been devoting a lot of my time and
efforts and energies to getting material out through the media.
That's why I did the tape series, the Sounds True six-tape series,
"Healing Trauma." And I just released less than a month
ago a two-tape series called "It Won't Hurt Forever: Guiding
a Child Through Trauma."
MP: I remember when you first told me about that, I heard great
excitement in your voice. What is the enthusiasm about?
PL: I'm still enthusiastic about it, and that's a miracle for me.
If I'm still enthusiastic after I've put something out, that's really
gone beyond the pale. Usually, at best, I don't even want to hear
it. I still feel very strongly about it, and I've gotten all kinds
of feedback from people. I recommended it to the group I was teaching
in Washington DC at the Networker conference, and I said, "Now,
this is not for seriously traumatized, sexually abused children'
and so forth and so on. This is for the more ordinary trauma that
parents can help their children with." And this woman got up
and she said, "I'm sorry, I disagree. I've just used it with
one of my deeply sexually traumatized children, and I've had just
miraculous results." Of course, that's in the hand of a therapist.
This is one of the things that I've also been saying for thirty
years, again not using the word 'trauma'- that it's not just sexual
abuse, it's not only molestation or sexual attacks that traumatize
people. That's probably a significant but not even the major proportion
of ways people get traumatized. They get traumatized by getting
in accidents, automobile accidents and other accidents. They get
traumatized by medical procedures, surgeries and other invasive
medical procedures. Natural disasters. It's really the significant
majority of people who are in someway under the spell of trauma.
And they're limited in some way from living fully, because of these
traumas. They may not have the clinical symptoms of PTSD as of the
DSM manual, but they are traumatized. Their lives have been in some
ways restricted or limited, and they're more vulnerable to later
traumatization. So, getting this information out and trying to get
it into hospitals so that they don't unnecessarily traumatize children,
infants, and adults as well. Because just the knowledge itself can
prevent a lot of trauma.
MP: Yes. I know the foundation is doing trainings, and you are doing
a lot of talks around the world. Is there anything else on the horizon
in terms of the foundation getting the word out or sharing?
PL: We're actually doing a big project in the hospitals in the Denver/Boulder
area in May. I'm doing it with a neurologist who has been very closely
associated with SE and just published a book called "The Body
Bears the Burden" about these people that for me was the majority
of my practice. They have an automobile accident, and sometimes
it's like a 10 or 15 miles an hour fender bender. And they're lives
come apart. You know, their doctors, of course, don't know what
to do. They're frustrated. And the insurance companies think that
they're just trying to collect on their insurance. It's very unfortunate
what happens. But these people, the majority of them anyway, are
very very traumatized by these events. Of course, many of them have
had histories. Still, all of sudden people just fall apart and have
all of these bodily symptoms, and nobody knows what is the cause
of it. So, we want to get information like that out to not only
change the treatment, but hopefully to change the whole insurance
and legal system so it doesn't have to be adversarial.
MP: Yes.
PL: So, these people can get the treatment that they need - and
then that will, of course, save billions of dollars in the long
and short run. But there's the fear… if we say people have
PTSD, we don't want them to have another thing that they can file
a disability claim for. You know?
MP: I do know.
PL: So, we have a lot of education. That's what we're trying to
do.
MP: So, you've had some heady experiences in this time of doing
this work - between NASA, working with the space shuttle people
and teaching trauma around the world. Have these been among your
most rewarding experiences? Or is there anything else that you'd
like to share with us when thinking of a real rewarding experience
being involved in this process?
PL: Well, thank you. I think that some of the most rewarding are
just being with people, clients that I work with and seeing them
transform. Nothing can really beat that. There's another interest
that I didn't mention. After I started to develop this method, I
said, "Wait a minute… pain, injury, suffering, misfortune…
that's been around since the beginning of recorded history."
It's on the cave paintings, the early literature, and god knows
where else - massively by the time of Greek civilization. I thought,
'Well, people have had to deal with this forever! They must have
discovered some of the similar things that I've discovered."
So, I became very interested in what certain native healers, sometimes
called 'shaman healers,' do throughout the world to deal with what
might be similar things based on the organism's intrinsic ability
to right itself. For several years, I had an opportunity to work
with the Hopi Guidance Center in Arizona, and then to be with other
indigenous people in different parts of the world - South America,
and a little bit in Northern Scandinavia, in Lapland. At first,
my search was to corroborate that they saw things in similar ways
- part in curiosity, part egoistic. I think what I learned is…
Well, that's true - they do see things similarly. People in the
remote areas of the Amazon have heard the term 'trauma.' I mean,
they use their own word. In South America, the term 'sistus' is
used, which means fright paralysis. That's trauma. They've heard
the English word, they know the Spanish or Portuguese word. They
know trauma, and many of them talk about treating trauma by their
different models. Instead of "dissociated" parts, they're
going to try to find the parts of the soul that had severed and
induce them back into the body of their patient. The other thing
that came strongly to me was that by and large these people don't
see it in terms of an individual. They see it in terms of the group.
So, if an individual is traumatized, the group is traumatized. And
for the individual to heal, the group has to heal. In our society,
there's so much fragmentation and everybody's autonomous. Everybody
has his or her own car. Being in Southern California right now,
it just amazes me! I'm on the highway, and there's almost not a
single car that has more than one person in it. So, we're so atomized,
so split off from each another. When someone's traumatized, we're
OK… Send them to a doctor, but we're not really able to stay
patient and supportive very long. I think one of the things these
people have taught me is that to heal trauma, we have to re-establish
community. In reestablishing community, our whole models of healing
will change. Our whole existence will change. There have certainly
been great advantages to being individualistic, but there's been
a tremendous downside to that as well. So, I'm very much inspired
by how some of these native people truly live that… walk that
talk. They don't judge people. They support people. They hold the
space for them to participate in some of the rituals so that they
can heal. It's because they don't distinguish them. They don't say
'Well, you're the sick one. We're the well ones. We'll tolerate
you're being here." They don't really have that barrier.
MP: Having said that, I'll make my last question off of it before
you make your closing comments. This is also sharing with you the
sentence in your book that I love the most, and there were a lot
of them. But the one that I loved the most that jumped out at me
was the sentence that said, "Transformation is the process
of changing something in relation to its polar opposite." That
is such a clear and succinct sentence about a word that many of
us don't really understand - transformation. It makes me think back
to what you were just saying about the community healing versus
the individuality. Do you have any thoughts about polar opposites
there and the possible transformation, as we're moving along?
PL: That really humorous, because that was sort of one thing that
I wanted still to add.
MP: Oh, great.
PL: Yeah, it's actually pendulation. You asked me of the things
that I've discovered that have really made a difference in people's
lives, and certainly the concept of pendulation is one. It's related,
as you know, to the two-vortex system and so forth. Obviously, this
is nothing new. This has got to be as ancient as can be, which again
is a relief. If something works, you can expect it to have been
around a long time. When I was able to track people's inner experience,
I found that no matter where they were if they could then really
be aware of the sensations, then the sensations would move them
ahead in time. They would get unstuck. Basically, trauma is about
being stuck. And when they found that even how bad they felt, that
they would go to an opposite experience… and it's not that
they felt bad, and now they're feeling good. No matter what they're
feeling, this will change. It's not just that you go to an opposite
experience, but you're always going to an opposite experience. You're
either coming or going to or from an opposite experience. That experience
of being able to pendulate I think gives people… (and this
is one of the ways we have the spiritual entrance, and I'll speak
about the other one) is that you now know that 'this too shall pass.'
That's what impermanence, I think, is all about, the Buddhist or
Taoist idea of impermanence. It' not that you can't take your possessions
with you when you die, so you might as well give them to somebody,
you know? But that literally what we're experiencing is only transitory
no matter what it is. There's this basic polarity, which is the
same thing that allows the animals I'm convinced to not be traumatized.
It's this going back and forth that gives us this feeling of freedom.
Because in not being bound to either of them…
MP: So, going back and forth between the opposites without judgment.
PL: That's right. Simply observing the experience. This is, I think,
somewhat similar to what Wilhelm Reich talked about with expansion
and contraction - being the basic pulsation of life from the ameba
to the human being.
MP: Yes.
PL: But again, we tend to sometimes not see the allusive obvious.
The one other thing, to go back to the spiritual heart of this,
is that the energy of trauma… and it is an energy. It's the
energy that allows a gazelle to escape from a cheetah at 65 miles
an hour. It's the energy that allows a 100-pound woman to lift the
car off of her child, and pull the child out from underneath the
car. That's the energy that's there to defend and protect us, to
save our lives. That energy is also the energy that is spoken of
in the east as the Kundalini energy, the energy that many of these
spiritual practices set out to raise. The thing is, if you've been
traumatized, that energy has already been tapped. You don't have
to do a meditation or breathing techniques to raise it. You simply
then have to complete the process.
MP: Would I be correct in saying that it's already been tapped and
frozen?
PL: And frozen - that's right. But it's there!
MP: Yes.
PL: It's there, and it's always been there.
MP: And it's accessible. PL: And it's accessible. I think that has
something to do with really understanding the spiritual part of
it.
MP: That's great. Is there anything else you wanted to say?
PL: Nope.
MP: Thank you for being our first interviewed guest on theinstitute.org.